Hi Crystal Pole sana. I cannot imagine what you are going through, but I "feel" you, having been thugged time and again losing everything, facing a "simplification" in a weeks' time.... Dust up, find a reason to stay in Kenya, the reason that made you come in the first place, the reason that made you "vumilia" all those years because when you stare at the void too long, the void stares back at you. After every dark night there is brighter day- Tupac says. Believe that tomorrow will be better. Have courage, emotional strength, keep your faith and IT fire burning, because "Whenever evil befalls us, we ought to ask ourselves, after the first suffering, how we can turn it into good. So shall we take occasion, from one bitter root, to raise perhaps many flowers." * Leigh Hunt (1784 - 1859) Sorry to say this, but make back ups. No excuse!